what is it about friends? you give and give and give.... and they take....
im prolly one of the most giving people i know. so much so, that if i had to physically hurt myself to help a friend.... i would. but at the same time, i wouldnt consider myself a doormat either. so at what point do you cut them off? and how? and how do you move on without people that have been a major part of your life.... of your being... those people that you have soooooooooooo many good memories with? im not talking about weening myself off of them, im talkin cold turkey. because my friends are an addiction. but with people being people, i find myself more disappointed in the people they are now... but looking back, i feel i am to blame. im not into playing follow the leader. i refuse to be led. so if im not the follower, then i must be the leader. and where am i leading people? to be sarcastic, bitter, or angry? or to be contributing members of society? have i left my friends without a sense of wrong and right? black and white? i dont get it.... how can people who know me be ok with that? more later
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